Take Me Anywhere (Teagan and Sara)

It's getting close to crunch time. I feel like I should have have this whole new transition back to the life I miss so much figured out in my head before I present it to my parents. It's hard, respecting the opinion of your parents, even when you are at the age of 23. I'm sure that even when I'm 40 I will worry about if my dad still talks about me in his sermons (because he's proud) or if my mom is happy with the way I live my life. I can't imagine being the type of person who disregards their parent's advice. But still, the fact that I care, leaves me with the situation I am in now. I don't need their permission to return, I just really really need their support.

I'm sure that I have practiced how the conversation would go in my head countless times. "I want you to know that you are the two most influentail people in my life, and I want more than anything for you to be proud of the person I have become. You should be proud, you have done a great job in raising me."

I sent out resume after resume, yet haven't sent out the three that matter the most. I need to wait untill March comes to send those. I have to manage my time and money wisely, and I can't leave here until my bonus check comes through. I need to have a play to stay lined up and I need to know how I will get all of my furniture back where it belongs. It's silly to stress out about the things that I have no control over as of right now. Silly, but that's what I do I guess.