Girl (Stereophonics)

It's been a weekend of stress and worry, mixed with excitement and anxiety. Thursday after hearing the heart breaking news about my sister's baby, I decided that it would be best if I went to Oklahoma City for the weekend to see my friends and also give my sister a chance to be with her family.

Over the weekend I had a chance to see what life would be like in Oklahoma City again. I'm ready! I have 3 interviews next week and I am just praying that one of them turns into something for me. I'm ready to get back up there to start a life, a professional life, and established life.

I get back to Dallas last night, and decided to research the heart defects that are going on with Lisa's baby. It really did help knowing that there is an end in site and knowing that Divine intervention is always a possibility has done wonders to set my mind at ease. Lisa went today for a few tests. They are just going to screen to make sure that everything is at random, instead of genetics, I believe that we are praying for it to be random.

In the mix of things, Lisa and Corey, who were convinced to keep the sex of the baby a surprise, decided that it would ease their mind to find out what they were going to have. I guess that girls are less active and the adjustment to the heart surgery would be easier for a girl. At this point, Lisa's heart was set on a little girl.

And as luck, and an amazing God, would have it, the Wiggins family is FINALLY getting a little girl! 4 boys that are sure to be a mess, and a sweet little girl with a special heart that I believe completely that God will take care of. So in a matter of days, we have gone from tears or fear to tears of joy! Funny how things work out!